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Old 10-24-12, 12:25 AM   #1
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I have SO much anger right now. I feel like setting something in fire I'm do angry! I was remembering apart conversation I had with someone. Someone I cared about. His parents didn't like me. We were so close but his parents took him away. The next thing I know he is telling me he doesn't ever want I talk to me or see me again. There is a lot more to it but I am jut so MAD that EVERYTIME I TRUST SOMEONE THEY LEAVE ME BEHIND! Another person. Two years older than me. Her parents thought I was the reason SHE was depressed. Her parents seperated us. I HATE HIW THIS ALWAYD HAPPENS! I don't want to get close to anyone. I'm so angry about what Chase did to me. I trusted him ecer since I was six! And then he hurt me so much! And wouldn't stop! I'm going to break something! Ahg!
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I have SO much anger right now. I feel like setting something in fire I'm do angry! I was remembering apart conversation I had with someone. Someone I cared about. His parents didn't like me. We were so close but his parents took him away. The next thing I know he is telling me he doesn't ever want I talk to me or see me again. There is a lot more to it but I am jut so MAD that EVERYTIME I TRUST SOMEONE THEY LEAVE ME BEHIND! Another person. Two years older than me. Her parents thought I was the reason SHE was depressed. Her parents seperated us. I HATE HIW THIS ALWAYD HAPPENS! I don't want to get close to anyone. I'm so angry about what Chase did to me. I trusted him ecer since I was six! And then he hurt me so much! And wouldn't stop! I'm going to break something! Ahg!
Life is full of loss, we all had our fair share. im sorry your angry. I wish i could help in some way. accept it, you gotta take the good with the bad. If this dont help i hope you learn what it means some day. Look at the bright side, they could ultimatly return, someday some how. Life is misterious.
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Loss is hard to take a lot of the timeI'm sorry you are angry and I cannot say that I blame you. When we've been disappointed over and over, we start to lose faith in people and trustYes, we get angry too especially when it is still fresh.

Feel free to vent, okay? Loss is hard and this one where you had your friend taken away, because they feel you're the reason she's depressed must be difficult for youKeep talking to us for as long as you need. We are listening to you, Moonbloom.

Please try not to lose yourself through it all. Life...is just life. It comes with good and the not so good. What I think we should try to do is to keep taking a step back to see it for what it is-an imperfect place that we do not have absolute control over. We can only control how we respond to it and how we want to be within our own selves

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its ok moonbloom, the wound will slowly heal, and with time they will see that what they did was wrong, let it out...dont hold it in

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I don't think he will ever feel bad about anything. He's not like that.
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I just hate how EVERYTIME I trust someone they abandon me or leave me or end up hating me or get taken away from me. I hate how people can just turn their backs and act like I'm still not here, suffering. I want to do something to them. Maybe THEN they'll see what they are doing to me. (of course I won't)
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