I do suffer from depression and anxiety. Lately, the past couple of weeks, I've honestly just felt like no one cared about me as I cared about them. I on and off would get this feeling, but lately it's just so strong. It's little things that make me feel this way. No text replies from several people is more of the culprit now. I feel like I always text back, and am there when needed, but it's never vis versa for me. I get that people get busy but it would just be easier for me if they just said "hey I'm busy". I have such a hard time reaching out also. I don't like for people to know. I don't connect with people very easily. On the rare occasion that I do, then it's very dear to me.
I use to be a confident person. I was very into my art and loved having fun. Now I can't. I can't focus on anything except this sinking feeling. I loved performing and is what I want to do, but I don't feel like that person anymore. Like I said, I feel like nothing.
When my husband asks if something is wrong, I just tell him I feel down. I can't bring myself to tell him this things, or it feels like the words are stuck.
I don't know what to do. I take medication and I finally live in a place I've been dreaming to live in. There are so many options. But I still feel this way.