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Sometimes I wish things would just disapear. Or that I could. I am stressed over this small thing, I feel so incompetant and stupid. I dont deserve anything. I am worthless. Im not fun to be around because of my depression and I dont want the people in my life to be unhappy just because I am... my moods have been severely depressed to fine enough to smile and mean it. What is happening to my life. It feels like its all crashing down.
With negative thoughts you will change nothing and your life will just go more and more into nothing. Change your thinking, theres a lot of things you can do about that, it wont happen after a day it will take time, but instead of fuc&8 yourself with self destructive thinking start thinking how cool you are under all of that depression and demons who took control of your mind :) stay safe
“Holding on for dear life, to the better days I've seen.”
- Poets of the Fall -
Little voices swallowing my soul, soul, soul
- The National -
I can totally relate. Even i dont want to meet people. I even hate being run into them. I have so many blunder that i feel extremely naive and someone who doesn't know the way the world works. I am tired all of this even as i am writing. Nothing that i enjoy exists in the world. Meaning i can not find happiness in anything. Everything is depressed around me. No friends, no sex life, no partying, no clubbing !! It's horrible