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Old 12-14-15, 04:20 AM   #1
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It has been roughly a year since I last posted here or done anything significant on this site. You guys really helped me out a lot last time and I was just reading some of my old threads.

I got my own place, it was a roller coaster of stressful events. But I am now out on my own and living by myself. I loved it at first but the excitement sort of died out and I am feeling like how I always did again. Thinking if I made the right choices is currently on my mind most of the time.

I am just feeling a little down at the moment, I think empty is the right word. I am unsure what to do so I can change how I feel.
I just feel like depression is my normal mood, I am never really happy at all. Sometimes I am a little hyper/crazy but nothing bad. I also have a heap of other bad qualities, I am very OCD with my place recently. I just lock myself away now and literally have no social interaction with anyone.

I hate to admit it but I have grown to hate my job, the one thing I never wanted to say to myself, and staying at home is even worse then being at work because its boring. I feel like I have no part in this world.

I was just thinking, do you guys think I should see a therapist? I don't really like taking any medication and would probably refuse to ever do so again. I am unsure if I would benefit from a therapist.

I may respond, I usually just lurk.

Thanks guys for reading, stay safe and have a good Christmas.
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Old 12-23-15, 07:18 AM   #2
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Im new to the site but sounds as though you got some good advice last time and have made positive steps.

Rather than questioning what you have done be proud that you did/tried something. Theres no shame in finding it may not have been the right desicion.

Regarding work you have to make a choice. If you are unhappy there but choose to do nothing about it then you will just get the same result.

Ask yourself, what can you do to make your job more fulfilling?

What steps can you take to finding another role within the company or externally?

Focus on what you can do rather than what you cant.

Sorry for short reply, typing on my phone on lunch break :-)
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