This song is on a playlist i listen to sometimes when im feeling worse then ususal. Anyway here are some of my thoughts about the lyrics and what they mean to me.
"Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see"
"Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees"
To me those parts are about heaven. Something i wish i could believe in but know i will never see. The rest of the song just screams to me that it is about someone who wants to be a good person but is considering suicide.