The temperature today is roughly 10 degrees Fahrenheit cooler than last week, which was approximately 8 degrees cooler than the week prior to that one. I roasted in an insane fiery pit of ups and downs over the past three decades, but never got below 300 degrees, much less a 3 digit number. Now, I am reaching the lower hundreds. At this level the warmth doesn't have the same burn to it, although the fact that my skin had charred to better withstand the heat plays a part in this. I feel stronger, yet weaker, simultaneously. I don't remember a time without fiery, life preventing heat; now, I am ever so anxiously anticipating cool air, sub 100 temps. I am alone as always, and cannot explain exactly why things are changing, and I can't be certain they are improving. What i do know for sure is, my life will finally know what "cool" or "cold" is, for the first time.