I read your words last night and I was touched by them ‘I am a murderer’ I have found myself thinking about your words this morning too and I wanted to reach out and respond to you..I’m not sure I can articulate exactly what I’m feeling, but I’ll try.
If you have the power to murder that girl, then you also have the power to resurrect her. She will have changed and you will have to come to learn all about her, ask her to guide you, and slowly, gently get to know her. Ask her how she is feeling, If she is afraid and confused remind her that you are also afraid and confused but together you can learn about each other. Have you seen what the girl with the dark eyes looks like when she smiles..does it change her eyes? If you saw this girls eyes in someone else would you want to reach out, touch her gently, tell her it’s ok and offer her a smile of yours to share? Take her on a gentle journey of discovery, reassure her, tell her that you want to come to know her..don’t leave her lonely, take her hand and bring her to life, she is waiting for you xxx