Wow. That is amazing. This is exactly how i feel right now, but worded much better than id have said. Ive been having trouble collecting my thoughts. I used to write things like this all the time to express my feelings, but now i find that im too consumed with anger.. There more to it but ya know. Probably couldnt even find the words to explain.
This definately touches me. I know this isnt the right forum to talk about suicide, but ive had the overwhelming knowledge in my mind that i dont have a choice any more. There is not another option. I guess thats why im here... I dont have anyone to talk to.