I seriously go from complete, all-pervasive apathy to being totally fine and in a positive, even optimistic frame of mind, feeling like I can handle my responsibilities. It's like my head just clears momentarily after extended periods of depression/utter carelessness. It would be nice to get myself on a more even keel... I've quit drinking (which definitely does NOT help my situation), and am getting back into a healthy diet/lifestye/exercise routine. I've done this before, and can sustain it for sometimes relatively long periods of time before randomly falling off. I guess I just have to get better at catching myself sliding back into the dark abyss.
Anyone else like this?