hi all, well i'm certainly riding the rollercoaster of emotions at the moment. when bipolar wants to throw things at you in quick succession, ttrust me, it will. i've gone from a depressed mess (shouting and screaming at people), to a sort of overly mannic state, back to somewhere in the middle, all in the spaceof 24 hours. (gotta love being rappid cycling at times!) yesterday i finished my christmas list in 40 minits. i just used all my energy to quickly type out everything- then just saved it in a file and forgotabout it. and a couple hours before i was a right mess- refusing to talk to anyone, or reason with anyone today i've come to the conclusion that each week, i'm going to order a few items from my list (try and be sensible with money for once!) part of me wants to put the tree up. but that's just because i'm borderline mannic/ half depressed i know it's far too early for any of this stuff.