Originally Posted by hydiidepressio
Could just be your not ready to talk about your personal life to people your not totally sure off.
I agree.It is something very different from social anxiety.I ,too,get shaky and flustered when talking about "the heart of matters that are painful".But it sounds like you would benefit from a therapist ,you have to talk about these things but you can find a comfortable atmosphere in which to let it all out.
My opinion only and I am no expert.I just like to share my reaction to others situation.Social anxiety for me led to isolation and agoraphobia..I hope you do not isolate yourself.You need those friends you have.And deserve to have support.
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