I am with Andino with what he says about it being a one sided, I feel that any anxieties or depression will be unable to lift whilst you are in this sort of relationship. People who are in these types of relationships tend not to see the damage that they are causing to them as they think it is the norm, that is until they break free and enter a loving and equal relationship.
I was going to say that he is bullying you but I would really think it is an abusive relationship, this doesnt mean to say he hits you, but there are many other forms of abuse
Destructive criticism and verbal abuse: shouting; mocking; accusing; name calling; verbally threatening
Disrespect: persistently putting you down in front of other people; not listening or responding when you talk;
Isolation: monitoring or blocking your phone calls, e-mails and social media accounts, telling you where you can and cannot go; preventing you from seeing friends and relatives; shutting you in the house.
These are a couple I sense from your writing.
Please make yourself happy and get out of it before it gets too deep, especially as you would like children. Things are even harder when children become involved.
You could find your anxieties lifting too if you could make that leap of faith and put yourself first.