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Old 08-20-12, 05:41 PM   #11
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Court went ok, I didn't make any wrong steps. Now I have to do a state re-certification for care. This is hard because it involves my mother. I am thinking that it is best for me to step aside and let her do this.

It is the doctors opinion that there is no life to protect anymore, so I don't know what my role should be. I don't want to interfere in a marriage, and I feel that were this concerns my mother directly that I should give her full authority over any decision that is to be made.

I know the stupid republicans are screwing her over, but I would have to wade over thousands of documents to fix this, and I DON'T have the nerves for that. I will go into an attack. (I have gone soft)
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I'm glad court went okay, Hobomidget I think your mum should probably be in charge while you support her... The pressure seems too much and quite unfair to you. I understand this is your dad though...

I really don't know what to suggest, but listening to you...
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'opinion that there is no life to protect" is subjective and I don't believe that, but I do think they are right that I cannot prolong his living without prolonging his death. I mean, I looked at everything and It's very gloomy.

I think your right letting my mom take care of it. I don't want to be responsible or in charge when it comes to my fathers death.
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I should really say that my mom is very sheltered, to put it mild. I don't think she can handle this. I atleast have a few years of college. I didn't finish due to this accident; I am hoping to return.

Have you seen Ann Romney? Where she doesn't live in reality and only knows how to be a sheltered house wife? Well my father grew up in and lived that same way. (yes, he was Mormon)

I don't think it is promising to think that I can just walk away. I think my mind is just acting up because I am at the hardest part. My dream was to save him; not to let him go; And he is still young.

I don't know how I am going to recover from this. I don't feel like I will.

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Old 08-21-12, 04:47 AM   #15
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My anxiety will be the death of me, too. People assume I have Bi-polar Disorder, but I haven't the money to go to a quack for my diagnonsense.
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I should really say that my mom is very sheltered, to put it mild. I don't think she can handle this. I atleast have a few years of college. I didn't finish due to this accident; I am hoping to return.

Have you seen Ann Romney? Where she doesn't live in reality and only knows how to be a sheltered house wife? Well my father grew up in and lived that same way. (yes, he was Mormon)

I don't think it is promising to think that I can just walk away. I think my mind is just acting up because I am at the hardest part. My dream was to save him; not to let him go; And he is still young.

I don't know how I am going to recover from this. I don't feel like I will.

I know you cannot just walk away... I'm so sorry, HobomidgetI know it is a very difficult situation for you whatever role you play.

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I know you cannot just walk away... I'm so sorry, HobomidgetI know it is a very difficult situation for you whatever role you play.

Ya, I don't like this anymore. My father coughed (and spit a little) on me the other day and I reacted so sharply. I must have looked at him awful. There has been so much in the paper about MRSA and C. dif (the flesh eating disease) that I have been scared of all the bacteria and anti-biotic resistant strains of whatever, that he has or had. I have worked hard on getting the doctors to clear most of it out, but I am still weirded out, by it. It's not him, it's all the other stuff, but sometimes I see him as a virus, rather than my father. He is not contagious any more, that I am aware of, but I can't help but wonder if I am starting to not like my father.

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Ya, I don't like this anymore. My father coughed (and spit a little) on me the other day and I reacted so sharply. I must have looked at him awful. There has been so much in the paper about MRSA and C. dif (the flesh eating disease) that I have been scared of all the bacteria and anti-biotic resistant strains of whatever, that he has or had. I have worked hard on getting the doctors to clear most of it out, but I am still weirded out, by it. It's not him, it's all the other stuff, but sometimes I see him as a virus, rather than my father. He is not contagious any more, that I am aware of, but I can't help but wonder if I am starting to not like my father.



Perhaps you need a little break? Sometime to yourself to rest and breathe?

Thinking of you, Hobomidget
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Ya, I am still here. I am dealing with the states re-evaluation. I am trying to stay away a bit, because if I don't I get hives and all kinds of other symptoms. My stress has reached a level where I have to start managing it closely. Which is hard when every one else feels they are the ones that should be helped, or are being picked on.

Normally I would be ok with this, but not when my issues are becoming medical/personal; It is affecting my health. If things don't improve I will organize a DNR for myself (me; my person). There is something about my own freewill that won't let me leave on my own. I care for my father too much to just leave him.

My father is ill again. I am not sure what it is this time. It's been up and down for a long time.

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