Hi you think with the three days off from work I would be okay but I woke up suddenly this morning thinking I might of stuffed up be time at work yesterday. It doesn't seem like a big deal but I might of sent some documents meant for a courier in the normal post. This means of course that the lawyer would of wanted them to reach their destination the same day now it will probably get there by next Tuesday or Wednesday. I've just been warned recently that a girl has been fired from the other department because she was making the mistakes I've been making.
I've been trying so hard but the daily fight with anxiety makes every day a uphill battle. The head of the admin team is a young guy and treats you like shit when you make a mistake, especially such a stupid mistake as the one I think I've made. I wish I could go back in time and check that I didn't f**k up, but I seriously think I did. I knew that there was some papers to be sent out by courier and it's put in the mail pile and I go ahead and stick it in a normal envelope. I mean the thing usually says on it in bold heading by courier....how frickin' stupid am I?
Now I don't feel like I want to go into work any more, I mean what's my excuse going to be for making such a dumb mistake? I'm already not fitting in