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Old 04-22-12, 07:42 AM   #1
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I feel so alone.. I keep crying all the time.. I just want to forget everything but I can't. Talking about it doesn't seem to be helping me. I don't know what to do
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Old 04-22-12, 09:33 AM   #2
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I'm sorryWhat's going on if you want to share? I know that we sometimes feel that way and cannot put a finger on whyor some past events nag at us...Whatever it is, Christina, it can get better or easier.
We are here to listen and support you...
Just had a thought... Have you tried writing? Or some therapy too? I would say keep going until you find what works for you... You are not alone...
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Agreed. You are not alone here. Talk to us if you can or write. Have you tried art therapy, I did it a while back and it very good. Just an idea.
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Thanks celery. Sorry, I didn't know if I should come on here as I've put my past on the depression thread, I just felt really desperate. I blocked it all out for so long where I was beaten and mentally abused all through my childhood. My father raped my mum for years and I had to listen in the next room. I thought I could block it all out but it has all come back to me.. I was never allowed to show emotion or cry because it was 'weak' but now all I do is cry.. I'm all alone. No-one has ever known and I can't tell anyone. I have no family and I can't tell my husband.. he doesn't have any pity for people who can't get over the past.. there isn't much communication with us anymore.. I have felt afraid today, I'm frightened I won't be able to get over this, I'm just about getting through each day
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Agreed. You are not alone here. Talk to us if you can or write. Have you tried art therapy, I did it a while back and it very good. Just an idea.
I used to draw and I've just started it up again to try and concentrate on something. I dont know how much to say on here as I've put it on another thread.. But I was so desperate earlier.. If I can talk to someone (which I never thought I would ever do) it does make me feel as if I'm not so alone.. I just feel really scared
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Hi Christina, I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way. And I'm sorry to hear about the traumatising things that you have been through in your life.

I'm glad that you have managed to channel some of your emotions through drawing, this has helped me immensely over the past few years also.

And I know it's hard for you to talk about things and as you said in your other thread, you have a fear of doctors, well you've made the first step by coming here and opening up to us. I hope that it helps. xx
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I know talking can be hard sometimes... Take it at your pace... There are a lot of lovely members on here who will always listen and try to support you...
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Thanks very much for your kind messages.. I have found that coming on here is a help and also to not feel so alone. I haven't said before but I still live in the same house where everything happened.. My husband bought the house when my mum became terminally ill. It's so hard living here, there are too many bad memories everywhere... but I wouldn't like to be in an area I don't know either.. I'm bad enough here where I know the area
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sorry for coming on here again, but I'm really struggling tonight. I'm struggling to get through each day. A few weeks ago I was coping ok and I have done for years, and now I'm a total wreck. I just want to run away and not come back.. I'm finding it difficult to concentrate on the simplest of things. I'm so tired but I can't sleep and all I want to do is sit and cry! I feel like I'm losing myself
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when bad things happen to people around us ,and we don't stop it even though sometimes we just can't do it the mind still believes you're at fault that atleast a word would've helped is what happens to me usually as I see my mom get verbally abused everyday and can't really say anything because then I feel like I'm in the same position as her , if I talk I also get prosecuted the fear of not belonging of being looked down on and the guilt that torments us after not doing so , once you're around someone who is abused you become more damaged than that person , the only thing that has worked for me is I just forget I matter anymore and go and defend the person If I could , these issues emerged again because you are probably going through something similar , and the thing with your husband him not appreciating something as severe as this sounds to me like this may be the situation , sounds like maybe you are afraid of even speaking up , my advice to you is it can't , will not possibly get any worse than this , speak up ,speak up and speak up until there is nothing left to say no more ,

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