I cant tell anyone about it. Because it is a secret. But one day everyone will find out. Somehow.
How I imagine it is that one person I know will find out one day.. and then threaten me that if I don't give them money they will tell everyone I know. Everyone I know and more. Me.. having too much pride.. will not give them the money and then they will do it.. and my life will be ruined.. and then I will end it just being a pathetic stupid person who made a series of stupid stupid mistakes.
i am afraid.. i don't know what to do..