Since the memories of a r*pe were triggered a few weeks ago by a storyline on tv I have been experiencing really bad anxiety - I'm scared someone is out to get me for what happened, that they wish to punish me, they wait and watch for me at night to get me in the dark, and one day if they don't get me they will get my family or friends! I know the guy who did this to me has been sent back to his home country but that doesn't help these feelings. It's almost as if it happened yesterday and I can't cope! I live very day in fear and remain locked indoors, too scared to go outside most days. If something did happen to me I know the police wouldn't care because they treated me like sh*t when friends made me report it and they have scarred me for life!