It's got to the point where my girlfriend of a year, travelled up north to go out clubbing with a friend. And i was a nervous wreck for the week leading up to it. I couldn't sleep, i couldn't eat.
I just kept running situations over my head;
Was she going to find someone better than me?
Was she gonna get drunk and cheat on me?
Is she going to get home okay?
Is she going to tell her friend how much of a drain i am?
I know it's not healthy, and i do trust her to the end of the earth. But these thoughts still come into my head and won't go away. I need to figure it out. I can't go on like this.