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Old 11-02-07, 12:10 PM   #1
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i'm at work and i'm feeling a little, well, actually, a lot, overwhelmed and i'm afraid i'm going to break down in front of everyone. i decided i would chance getting online now instead of waiting for my break time (yeah right, what break time?) b/c i'm in tears and i have to do something right now and this is the only thing i could think of. i'm having to hide my tears, of course. suck it up, be strong, as usual. i'm so damn tired i could just collapse. i know i'm not s'pose to bring my homelife to work and vice versa but when i can't talk to my significant other about anything and he gets mad when i'm on the phone w/my friends that i CAN talk to, what else can i do? i can only hold things in for so long! i've held things in all my freaking life and it's making me crazy. i'm so tired of holding things in. it's like the proverbial finger in the dyke. the dyke is crumbling around me and the wall of feelings is going to come crashing over the ruins any minute now b/c i'm getting too tired to hold it all together anymore. i'm just so damn tired. well, i guess i gotta get back to work. duty calls. i feel a smidge better just writing a little, thanks for whoever reads. later.
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Old 11-02-07, 12:48 PM   #2
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aww ((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))

when u get home i suggest u go in a room and cry as much as u wish...let it all out.



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sounds good, impossible, but sounds good, thanks :)
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Old 11-02-07, 01:19 PM   #4
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why impossible?? cus of your husband?

its not IMPOSSIBLE..



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Old 11-02-07, 02:35 PM   #5
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Sweetie.. I'm so sorry you feel so bad..

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I wish I could call you right now.. Why don't you cry in your car later, before you go home? You deserve to get some feelings out... I wish you were met with more understanding at home..

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yeah, sc, b/c my hubby is the needy one, so i can only be the strong one and not be needy or weak. weakness angers him and confuses him and worries him all at once. hard to explain.
thanks mitza, :cry: crying right now reading this, will probably have a good 20 min. cry on the way home and dry my eyes and put a smile on my face b4 walking in the door... what a trooper i am, see? nothing wrong here! i'm fine! (gulp) now, i have to summon the courage to tell him i'm going to my sister's (whom he DESPISES) tomorrow to see the kids in their halloween costumes for a late "kids halloween party"... wish me luck, i'll need it... we fought for an entire day, i mean screaming at the tops of our lungs fighting, after i went to my nephews b-day party over there... (another thing that's hard to explain about hubby...)
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aw.. I'm sorry, Bent.. Good luck!!!

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I really wish he would be more understanding.. I'm so sorry you have to be the strong one all the time... *hugs*

Remember, you don't always have to be strong here, ok? You can lean on us..
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I sent you a pm btw, Bent.. But it wasn't delivered I think.. Maybe your inbox is full?? Idk.. I'm here for you, anyway...

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