I'm still searching for a way to get help so am looking at support groups. I'm worried that they'll come from the same point of view that my therapy etc has.
I've just been discharged from my second therapy course, even tho the letter back to my doctor says my response to the treatment was poor. The basic problem is, not matter how hard I tried to explain/show to my therapist, he insisted that the problem is my interperation of reality, that my life isn't as bad as I think, I'm not as ugly and worthless and I think etc.
If I wanted to be lied to or brainwashed I could have just gone to my friends.
I need to get help in accepting that I'm a worthless human being, ugly and useless. These facts make me upset, I need to find out how I can deal with them and ignore them so I can live out my days without it being so painful.
Do you think a support group can help with this or will they try to brainwash me too?