my reply to the cutting problem, first, get some help, second, find a positive & fun hobby to take your mind off all of your problems, thirdly, find somebody that can help you help yourself. Just my suggestions.
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~ Mary Anne Radmacher
Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one. ~ Bruce Lee
That which does not kill us makes us stronger. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche