Hi, i'm 14, i've been struggling with suicidal thoughts, depression, bullying and cutting since i was 10. I have no support from my family, neither from my friends. I WANT to get help, i just feel like i need it. But i don't know what to do, to get it. I'm too scared to talk about it to my parents, i showed the school nurse my cuts but she just said i have to find something else to be busy with instead of cutting. Like, i never get help. I really want to get into treatment or something, because i just can't stand all these feelings, cuts, suicidal thoughts. I don't want to live like this. I want to be happy.