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Old 02-23-09, 07:19 AM   #11
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Well you don't have social anxiety on this site so that's a good thing. :)

I deal with the same stuff too and I've learned that it's really situational anxiety. It's not like I'm a major fuck up or anything. There are things in my life like no job at the moment, running out of money, dealing with my dark side, hard relationships, loneliness etc that are CAUSING myself to feel like I'm unraveling. Not the other way around (don't know if that makes sense to you).

You're going on Friday to see the counselor again, that's good. I hope it's a person you can trust. I go tomorrow night and I'm trying to get psychologically prepared for it and keep my head up until then.

Thanks for posting and by the way I love your photos. I have a couple I want to put up here but I'm just a big spaz when it comes to that!

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Old 02-23-09, 07:26 AM   #12
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Oh my god I cant believe some ppl are this evil & sadistic.
If I were u I would get checked out at the docs becuase holding your bladder for long periods of time all the time could damage u internally.
I'm not trying to scare u just looking out for your long term health mate.
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Old 02-23-09, 07:26 AM   #13
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yeah i know im not the only one goin thru this shit...

n yeah its good, its actuallu my doctor im seein on friday, im seein my counsillor thursday next week :)

lol the photo of me i did myself but my avatar i found on google lol.

im startin 2 think maybe i should say 2 my counsillor about what my teacher and cousin did 2 me, making me hold my pee for hours n hours til i pissed my self in front of everyone :( i dont know why she singled me out tho, all the others were aloud 2 go 2 the toilet whenever they needed 2, but she forced me 2 hold it in n watch the other boys use the urinals and make me stand their and watch... :( i just wanna know why? :(
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Yeh it would be good to be able to talk about it. And to be able to say you JUST WANNA KNOW WHY.

I may have to put a face shot of myself up there. I'd rather it was black & white like yours, it looks good. I may try later.

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Old 02-23-09, 07:30 AM   #15
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b0ris, im way 2 embarressed 2 go 2 the doc 4 that, its wierd, and i dont want anyone who i hav 2 see in person 2 know that, even a doctor... :(
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Old 02-23-09, 07:41 AM   #16
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If u can tell your counseller about it then I'm sure u can tell your doc. Its your physical health u need to look after aswell as your mental health. U may have ruptured something or have bladder problems later down the line, or worse.
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but im not sure if i CAN tell my counsellor... i think i'll b ok tho, i only hold it for maybe 3 hours a day for the sexual pleasure... it'll b ok, my bladder doesnt hurt now or anything...
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Put it this way. When I was 15 there were a lot of conversations/subjects on TV about testicular cancer & checking for lumps. Well I found a lump & it was a big lump. Now bear in mind that I was only 15 (so embarassed about my body especially the old fella down below) but I made that appointment to see my doc straight away & I had no problem dropping my trousers in front of my then female doc.
I'm glad I went as it just turned out to be a varicose vein (known as varicose eels becuase it feels like a (ball!!) bag of worms) attatched to 1 of my nuts, so I just keep an eye & its nothing to worry about.

I had to go to the STI clinic to get tested becuase my gf had warts. Do u know what they do to u in there? They take a cotton bud & push it down your urethra which is painful & is very embarassing too. I came out of it clean as a whistle btw.

So well worth going to get yourself checked out ;)
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Just one day at a time my friend. You're talking about it here and that's a start. I hope it's made you feel better and STRONGER. It's funny how baby steps can lead to better things...

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well thx 4 the advice anyway, im gonna think about tellin someone about this...
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