Hi... i don't know if this is abuse but
Ever since I was born I was loved by my mother but once I hit age 14 my family began to act different.
My three sisters would constantly pick on me because I was different. my mom would do nothing about it after my dad diedů
I have a lot of online friends on virtual sites but I barely have IRL cause they're absent i just have one friend who I look up to.
I'm 19 years old i'm trying to get a job and move out but my mother isn't allowing me out of the house cause my sisters and her lied to the police and now i'm not allowed to leave without a parent or guardian.
My sisters would constantly pick on me and call me names but when I do it back I get yelled at not only that but they take baths and showers way more than me and most of the time I stink!
I'm never bullied others pay no mind to me i'm too shy and scared to make friends.
My mom never lets them hit me but she does sometimes as they push me we fight nearly all the time
One of my sisters are 15 years old my mom and my other sisters left me home with her and let her put me in an adult sized diaper not only that but I had to clean her room do the dishes and clean the house and let her put me to sleep
While they liked pink I liked blue sometimes I would have blue in my bedroom and would get made fun of cause i'm a girl and my mom does nothing about it
sometimes i do live a good and normal life if only they weren't in my way
one time i managed to finally do well and school and my sisters didn't like this they called my school and told them that I was very sick and couldn't make it for a week
I was so pissed off I had missed an important day
I never got to do the things I wanted cause my mother never did love me nor did my sisters
I would have so much work erased off my computer if I went to use the bathroom
I've tried countless times to get help from others but it just won't help...
I even gotten chased with a belt by my uncle who never visits
Speaking of never visiting if my family would have company or guests my mom would angrily lock me in my room and force me to stay in there until they left
my family waited until i graduated then locked me back in the house so that i wouldn't run to the cops or help
during times of being locked in my room, I'd have to sneak a candy-bar inside.
Sometimes when i would try to sleep my sisters would shout mean things about me as i try to fall asleep
I cry and cry everyday about this cause they're going to be following me around life i have nowhere to run my mother forbids me from seeing my friend
it's so bad that I just want at least a hug.
My friend would sometimes visit me sometimes when my family were out they would even take me out with them
One time I got sprayed by a skunk i had to make my own meals and drinks and do everything for myself cause my siblings and mother refused to be around me.
it's much more to come but i'll leave it at this since it's too much to say