Panga, she's abusing you b/c she knows she can get away with it. You need to tell her how you feel and that you just wont put up with it anymore. I can tell you wish she would treat you better, and that you want her respect and love, but maybe she wont give it until you demand it, so you have to stand up for yourself. Let us know how it goes.
“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” Dr. Seuss
"The earth provides enough to satisfy every man's needs, but not every man's greed." Gandhi.
War is a racket. The few profit. The many suffer. --Major General Smedley Butler. 2 time congressional Medal of Honor winner.
"The greater the sensibility, the greater the suffering...much suffering." Leonardo da Vinci.
Everybody drank the Kool-Aid.