Balanced
This is so unfair, what the hell did I do?
Is this shit so balanced that when something amazing, wonderful and crazy comes in to my life, then sword of Damaclease has to slice at my happiness, and take its pound of flesh from somewhere else.
And if this is true, if its all balance, karmic, the scales of justice. Where is my reward for the 20 years past! Personally I find myself thinking that if I suffer so that someone else may live a better life, I'm going to find the son of a bitch and beat the shit out of him, just as a matter of principle.
And you fucks dare to talk to me with your learnt mantra's, your page bound knowledge. We here have lived this, this is our blood, WE DID NOT LEARN ABOUT THIS, we learnt how to cope with it. PAPER IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR EXPERIENCE. My god how do you not know this.
Just stop it, who ever you are, who ever is in control of this mainstream hell, give it a rest. I'm really truly not sure how much more of this I can take. ARE YOU TOYING WITH ME! IS THIS FUN FOR YOU! my god your a sick pervert. DO YOU WANT ME DEAD!
Fuckers the lot of them.
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...How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd...
Alexander Pope "Eloisa to Abelard"
The iron ore feels its self needlessly tortured
as it goes through the furnace.
The tempered blade looks back and knows better.
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