I have been laughing crikey I cannot remember the last time I laughed until my stomach ached and this last week I have been doing just that. Cannot even remember what I was laughing at but laughing all the same ? Much much better than all the tears I have shed over the last couple of months and the awful crashing feeling of will I ever feel better again.
Hope it can last as enjoyed it so very much and it is wonderful when your children are laughing along with you (or maybe at you who knows ha ha) I dont expect to capture that everyday but once in while is good enough for me. I have been told that laughing for 45 mins a day is very good for you, (not all in one go but spread out over 24 hours) so banking the laughing time whilst it is happening.
Hope to say feeling brilliant sometime in the future, hence my name this is what I am working towards, but content would do just the same anything is better than feeling lost, alone and in despair. :)
I'm glad you're smiling and laughing mate. It's been a while since I last smiled but I'm sure my time will come soon also!
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Cause I have other things to fill my time,
You take what is yours and I'll take mine,
Now let me at the truth,
Which will refresh my broken mind.
I stabbed myself in the abdomen on saturday night, nearly died in theater but I can honestly put my hand on my heart and say that at the moment I can smile, I've never been happier for being alive .
Shame it took something so dangerous to make me see through the shit, well at least for now! I can tell you I won't be doing that again, although I'm going to boast about the 4+inch scar
Hugs to everyone!
Dizmo xxxxxx
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Cause I have other things to fill my time,
You take what is yours and I'll take mine,
Now let me at the truth,
Which will refresh my broken mind.
Laughing
