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Old 05-13-16, 07:26 PM   #1
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The weight of this depression and medical problems are just too much for me to bear. Those that know always say I am so strong to keep going. Well, I am non-functioning; I would not exactly call that strong in mind. I have been non-functioning going on 8 to 9 months. I don't want to be "strong" anymore. I don't want this unfair life anymore. There is no hope and there is no help for me.

I look at my problems and listen to people complain about the most trivial crap. I would give my life savings for their problems.

The joy and light have been gone for quite some time.
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Old 05-16-16, 04:33 PM   #2
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Hi angie,

This world can be so lonely and negative for some and so positive and friendly to others. What did we do to suffer the way we do ?

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Old 05-16-16, 06:56 PM   #3
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Hey Sook:

I have pondered this very question a lot actually.

Thank you for responding.
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Old 05-17-16, 06:56 PM   #4
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how ironic, i keep wondering what we have done in our lives to deserve this? i've seen, heard, on tv and the news people doing such horrific things....yet either get away with it or get off with a slap on the wrist. give them a few days in our shoes and they'll scream and beg for prison or whatever supposed hell they were in.
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Old 05-17-16, 07:28 PM   #5
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Hey dax:

I have been seeing a different kind of therapist lately who made a comment that she recently had a medical problem that got in the way of her quality of life and cannot imagine what I go through on a daily basis with all of my medical problems.

It is so tough and unfair dax, our lives. I wish I had it all together.

It seems like the more days go on the more unbearable it gets ya know?
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Old 05-18-16, 12:35 PM   #6
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I cannot do this anymore. It is getting worse. I am really struggling. I cannot stand living anymore. There is no way out of this suffering. It is never-ending. Now I am struggling just to get through the day and I am barely making it.....I just want to die.
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Old 05-18-16, 04:20 PM   #7
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Dear angie and Dear dax

I don't know what else to say but we have to just care for each other.

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Old 05-18-16, 10:34 PM   #8
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Thank you sook!

I seriously just want to commit myself to a psychiatric institution for life. In the 10 or so years this is the worst it has ever been. I am now struggling to get through hours and fearing for the next day. No medications are going to help because my problems relay in the physical. The VA is a nightmare and it take so much advocating just to get a phone call.

I just feel closer and closer to just giving up. I have never wanted to give up as much as I want to right now.
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Old 05-19-16, 09:14 AM   #9
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You are welcome,

I don't have an answer gut to hang in there.

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Old 05-19-16, 09:24 AM   #10
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Have you managed to get some help from a dr?
Like Sook said hang in there,
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