An endless battle
I dont trust anyone, I dont trust you, i dont trust the doctor, I dont trust your comment you bound to write with the same generic bullshit. Im confused and tired of everything going on around me. Im tired of trying to win the most simplist of battles. I jump at the idea that everyone around me is fake so i become fake. I convince people that I hate facebook but im so anxious I can not even get it. I dont even know how ive managed to type this shit. I cant open up with anyone I just fucking cant.
Lets phone suicide hotline, naaat what would they think of me??? I dont think it even exists in my country. Time is slowly marching on while i just sit here, motivation doesnt seem to find me. I hate the fact im being a pussy. Im too scared to speak to girls, they will think im mad. Ive reached 28 and convinced myself tomorrow im sure it will change. I dont even know why im posting this shit.
So yes maybe I am depressed, hmm sure youve heard that one before. I wish i could be the emo one and not the clinically fucked one :(