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Old 12-31-16, 01:18 PM   #1
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I'm done with everything. There is no point. Why bother? Even when you "feel good" it only lasts for a very short period of time, only to be followed by tons and tons more horrible, shitty feelings. Nothing about this life is worth it. Truly. It's all pain, suffering, and hardship. Family doesn't matter,friends don't matter, money doesn't matter, belongings don't matter, happiness doesn't, nor does sadness. I will never achieve the life I want, and I've come to realize this. I fucked up, and never set goals for myself, or had standards, or even bothered to care about myself. It doesn't matter now. I will stop eating, and continue to run myself into the ground, until I'm extremely hurt, physically ill, or dead. There is no more meaning to my life, as if there ever was lol maybe I should just use this website more of a journal than to expect actual response from anyone.
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Old 12-31-16, 08:25 PM   #2
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Have you spoken to anyone about how you are feeling?

I felt the exact same way, not so long ago. Talked to a friend, and realized I needed help. I got the help I needed, even though I still have my down weeks, I realize there is more to life, if you just let it.

The first goal I set for myself in years, was to learn how to drive, the pride I felt when I done it made me realize, that life is worth it.
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Old 01-01-17, 04:25 AM   #3
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I've tried a couple therapists,but ended up quitting after so long. The last one i had was horrible, and I've yet to gather the will the look up another. I have to wait now, because I was a dipshit and lost my health care. I waited too long, and now I'm losing it. But that's my own fault. I ruin everything, so I should've expected it. I guess I should set some goals. One would be getting a job.
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Old 01-01-17, 06:05 AM   #4
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Please keep trying to find a therapist who you get on well with, if you see a therapist you don't like you won't feel up to dealing with your issues
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Old 01-01-17, 06:45 AM   #5
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Never give up on life! It has a lot to offer if you just look on the other side. I know it's hard to believe me when you're in that situation. Start from setting simple goals everyday such as waking up early and going for a jog.
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Old 01-01-17, 09:47 PM   #6
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I need to get my priorities straight and stop bullshitting myself. I do nothing but get high constantly and will never pass a urine test for next year if I keep it up. It doesn't matter though. I will most likely not be around by then, and it's fine. I don't have purpose on this earth. I ruined my potential, and have destroyed my brain and ambition. Maybe I'm just making excuses as to why I'm a lazy fuck. I need to just settle for a shit job right now, and work my ass off until I can pay off my car and credit cards and then save up to move out. But that won't ever happen. My family is tragic and disgusting and a sad disfuctional fucked up basket of shit. I hate the blood that's inside me, and the addictive personality I've been given. If it's not booze it's weed, if it's not weed, it's coke, if it's not this its that. I'll always need something. I lost my healthcare, because I'm a dumb fucking idiot, and don't know what to do. I'm truly hoping I develop a horrible disease and perish. I'm obviously too chicken shit to commit to or do anything.
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