i only want one wish in life. i only want one. nothing more, i just want one wish. to fall asleep tonight and never wake up in this world again. this immense feeling won't leave me, i cant move, i dont have the strength to do anything, all i want is to leave.
what is wrong with me. what is wrong with me. i am not normal, no one is supposed to be like how i am. no one wants someone like me. why am i only allowed a month of happiness, then forced to spend the rest of the year trying to fight back against this black hole. i can't take it. please please please please i just want one wish. thousands of people who dont want to die die each day, why cant i be one who wants to? why is it the innocent who die and the unnatural people who dont. it doesnt make sense. it just doesnt make sense any more. i dont understand life. i cant take this overwhelming feeling any longer. can you die from immense sadness?