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Old 07-01-15, 01:25 AM   #1
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my dad decided to go to visit my brother today.... i went to outpatient today and aa....i feel very upset at my dad..... he favors my brother still.....even after my doc talked to him three times....wtf......im in tears.....and im worried about my bf too....aa was good today... i drank when i went to shellys sisters party fri....... hanna took me there... never again...i am powerless against alcohol without my bf or sponsor with me in a party setting....i feel awful i lied to my bf about drinking ....
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Please don't beat yourself up too much over drinking. It's important to resist it but the negative thoughts that come from having relapsed just make things worse. I know things have been a bit more rocky lately but you've made so much progress in the last 6 months and I know you'll make even more given time.
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Aww thank you so much lucid lunacy......how are you
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Fuck this house so much hostility
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Wtf my dad demanded I go upstairs and I did I slammed the door and now I got sent to the basement again wtf
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I'm going to school ft in September I want to live in residence at school......imy tired of bullshit lies and hostility
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Old 07-02-15, 05:04 AM   #9
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I'm paranoid to tell my dad that my brother sexually abused me... I don't want my dad to get a heart attack as his heart is weak....but I'm pissed off... my dad by mistake asked me if I wanted to go with him to dinner with my shithead brother.....all I want is not for my dad to compare me with him....yes he's very intellectually smart.....who cares. ...he's a monster. .......ridiculous
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I don't know how to make this feeling pass. My depression is taking me over...I can't focus on anything. ...I feel like I have lost all happy emotions within myself
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