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Old 04-20-14, 02:03 AM   #1
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I hate unjustly action's by my own family member... I hate being an addict as well rehab doesn't fucken work
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Hate is a strong word, usually only applied to things in which you are heavily invested. Clearly these are both issues that you feel are impacting your life greatly. I can relate to the torment of addiction, that's for sure. It can be utterly torturous and can see you doing things that you couldn't even contemplate in any kind of sound mind.

Family know how to push buttons. Rarely does anyone know how to upset you more than a member of your own family. I isolated myself from family during my worst times, because they made me feel even worse about myself than I already did. That said, being completely isolated from people only served to intensify my addictive behaviour. It was a vicious circle.

I feel for you. I believe that you need a whole lot of support and positivity to overcome addiction. I was lucky enough to have one doctor who convinced me to face my problems, even though it meant putting myself at rock bottom and starting from scratch. It was far from an easy road, however.

Removing yourself from corruptive influence is of massive importance. If you have people around you that only serve to bring you down or keep you down then you need to be away from those people before you can even begin to tackle your problems.
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Hi sherrycat … how are today? I accidentally saw this thread “hate” and read your post. You know what I am an addict before . I feel what you’re felling right now because of some reasons in life. My Father took me in an Affordable rehabilitation center near in our town. Until now, as my continue recovery, my father is always my side to help me and encourage me to overcome from being addict . Just show your willingness to get you free from being addict and try to open-up yourself to everyone so they can help you my friend

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Thank you both for ur kind comments im having such a shit day today
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I hate any family get together. Today was my parents anniversary and my fuckhead cousin shows up.... the whole dinner im uneasy and grinding mg teeth. .. fuck thank god its done now..... im supposed to see my "bf" this week but who knows and who cares. . Im so tired of me being the first one to initiate txt conversation. .... I love him but im starting to feel a bit cold towards him....
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No ... don't do that my dear :)
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You're welcome sheerycat :)
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I hate any family get together. Today was my parents anniversary and my fuckhead cousin shows up.... the whole dinner im uneasy and grinding mg teeth. .. fuck thank god its done now..... im supposed to see my "bf" this week but who knows and who cares. . Im so tired of me being the first one to initiate txt conversation. .... I love him but im starting to feel a bit cold towards him....


Do not put yourself in that kind of situations my dear . I’ll understand you regarding on that kind of feeling you feel right now . Most of the people especially the couples or married people are so very happy when their special day comes . Like on what your boyfriend have … you have a special day to celebrate Hooray! Don’t get your mood become badly because there is instances that it will make you trouble . Stay happy with those people accept you the way you are and love you on what you are
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Urr right darrin thx but it's so hard to try to have a real relationship that is not incestuous or associated with those connotations. . This bf I have now is my first outside of this discussing ordeal. I love him but I feel like we have grown apart since I told him about my past ........ im suppose to see him tomorrow but...... he didn't respond to me .... anyways thx for ur insight it is much appreciated. I hope u had a good day today.
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