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Old 05-31-16, 09:52 PM   #1
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It's been years since I've harmed myself. But being left heartbroken, with no explanation triggered me to harm myself. I couldn't settle myself down and had to do something to take away some of the pain. Plus, I also felt like I needed to punish myself for being such an idiot and trusting this guy, and then taking him back after he broke me trust.

I hate myself so much right now. I hate what I put myself through. I hate that I'm not stronger. And I hate that time and time again I get taken advantage of, used, walked all over and taken for granted.
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Old 06-01-16, 07:06 AM   #3
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Lol um thanks? Why do you say that?
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Just by what you're writing about.
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I was working on a year of no self-harm and I blew it all over stupid flashbacks and memories and now everything's a trigger. I fill it but there are people who want to help
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(((((rememberthegirl))))) sorry to hear you relapsed, I hope you start to feel better soon you deserve to feel better
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RTG!!! I'm sorry to hear you got treated badly! I understand how hard it feels to live with the pain inside when it is so big and strong. You did not deserve to be mistreated. You don't deserve a man who makes you feel like you aren't worth while. Perhaps he did those things to you because he isn't sure he is worth it himself. People sometimes do bad things to others because they are trying to sabotage their own success, subconsciously. It is a lot more comfortable for someone who has failed repeatedly to stay in failure rather then to stretch the edges of who they are and accept success. He had no business doing that to you!!!
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