Some of the thoughts are to do with my beautiful girl cat (Ebony), there is no way this side of Hell I would do anything to myself at the moment because I know for certain because of her health issues, if anything happened to me Ebony would die as well. If her asthma didn't take her, she'd get euthanised in rescue (she's also timid because of past abuse and finds it hard to trust new people)
Tigger would get rehomed quickly, she's a attractive colour, attractive temperament, etc so I have no fears about Tigger if anything happened to me.
Ebony's my reason for staying alive. It just feels like everyone else wants to shoot down my dreams though and will not even let me try to become anything better.
And if I say anything else, people will round up my posts and throw them all in my face.
Please don't forget you are all precious to this world
Beauty (12th August 2007 - 3rd November 2008) Dylan (4th November 2008 - 23rd March 2012)
Ebony came into my life 01/01/2014
Tigger came into my life 31/10/14
"My god I thought you were someone to rely on. Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on" Last Christmas - Wham