I have a couple of guys that would go out with me but I have this problem. I panic and won't talk to them. I completely shut down and reject every guy. I have never had a bf because of this and I want one so badly. I don't understand why I do this but I can't help it. I consciously try to get over it but nothing works. I don't know what to do. I have just about given up. I know I'm going to end up alone and that makes living each day harder.
I really don't know. There is just something that happens when I realize a guy is trying to 'talk' to me. It's like a switch is flipped and I shut down and find some reason not to talk to the guy. It's hard to explain. I don't understand it at all
I am constantly trying to figure out why. I have no clue and nothing makes sense. Everything is telling me go ahead but something just stops me. I seriously cannot go forward with a guy.
I don't know. I can't make myself not shut him out. Or more accurately don't know how to make myself not shut him out. I have had so many opportunities to talk to guys but it always ends up the same way. I just don't understand why I do it because I really don't want to be alone forever.
Yes the only friends I have I have known all of my life literally. I don't even really feel connected to them. There is only one person I can kinda be comfortable with but I even have trouble talking to her sometimes.
I don't know how to be in a relationship
