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Old 02-21-15, 03:22 PM   #1
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Its coming up the 10th anniversary of my childhood girlfriend dying. She took her life. In school and I found her. Nothing could have prepared me for what i found that day. Many of my phobias are built based on all of it. I loved her. With all my heart. If i had known the signs maybe i could have stopped or atlas been there. Just so she didn't have to be alone. I miss her as if it happened only yesterday. I remember she game a few things. But the one thing that she told me never to let go of, was a necklace she was given as a child by the one person in her family she loved. Her grandad. She was broken when he died. The fact that she gave me that keeps me living in hope that she's with me. Sometimes i feel as if she is. I want to hold her again in my arms. Kiss her lis but i know i can't. I love you SB. One day we will be back together again. Your my all, goodnight my angel of music
When your try you best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you cant sleep
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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Old 02-26-15, 02:30 PM   #2
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May she rests in piece....
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Old 05-13-15, 10:39 AM   #3
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I'm so sorry for your loss..
Please try not to blame yourself.. People that are suicidal have a tendency to hide it from their closest friends and family.. It's really hard to know sometimes, it is not your fault that you didn't understand.. I'm so sorry that this happened to you.. Keep talking about it here if it helps..
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Old 05-31-15, 12:11 PM   #4
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I'm really sorry. I know how you feel
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