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Old 06-02-15, 06:03 AM   #1
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Hi,

A few days ago I heard that my EX commited suicide and I am utterly destroyed and feel it is my fault, A few weeks before she did it, she tried to talk to me and I brushed her off. I have remarried before the suicide, but the pain and heartache is so much. My wife don't understand why I should even care. But she does not know how much I was in love with my ex, I worshiped the ground she walked on, but she was so unpredictable you would never knew what she was going to do next, a nice smile or a threat.
I miss her so much, just knowing she was out there was my salvation but now she is gone and I feel compelled to join her. The closeness we had (sweat, blood, guts and tears) cannot mach what I got now (just a lovely family with no problems at all)

I am utterly destoyed and don't know how to hide it or even what to do about it!

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Old 06-02-15, 08:02 PM   #2
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Default Hang in there and remember to breathe.

Was she bipolar? Regardless, you cannot be responsible for the choices of other people. I am so sorry that you have this burden to carry. For some people, there is NOTHING strong enough to keep them alive. Your feelings are valid; let yourself mourn. Find help that works for you. Don't give up hope; you have made a commitment to be there for others, now, and don't forget that you love them, too, just in a different way from her.

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Hi,

A few days ago I heard that my EX commited suicide and I am utterly destroyed and feel it is my fault, A few weeks before she did it, she tried to talk to me and I brushed her off. I have remarried before the suicide, but the pain and heartache is so much. My wife don't understand why I should even care. But she does not know how much I was in love with my ex, I worshiped the ground she walked on, but she was so unpredictable you would never knew what she was going to do next, a nice smile or a threat.
I miss her so much, just knowing she was out there was my salvation but now she is gone and I feel compelled to join her. The closeness we had (sweat, blood, guts and tears) cannot mach what I got now (just a lovely family with no problems at all)

I am utterly destoyed and don't know how to hide it or even what to do about it!
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