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I wish I could come and give you a big hug... You are not alone. I have been where you are now. And it will get better. You will find people in your life who accept you for who you are. You don't know how people will react until you tell them. People's opinions can change too. As Shadow mentioned, if you want you can still be a Christian. Many people who are gay still have their faith. There are many interpretations of the Bible. You can make a post about it in the faith section if you want?
The important thing is that you follow your heart. Don't let anyone tell you that what you are feeling is wrong. Your feelings are beautiful.

Take your time. You will figure this out, and you will be ok. You are not alone. We are here to support you.
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