i lost my job. . .
i have nothing to do right now.
being young & hot blooded, I did mistake by resigning from my earlier job.
It was fault of both me and my boss. There was some misunderstanding. But whatever I should not had resigned.
Looking back I realize that I was foolish and made mistake.
I should had talked and taken advice from my near ones, which I didn't do.
Anyways, past is past. I can't change that.
I am applying for jobs and trying to do things.
But the problem is that I am not finding enough courage to do things as I used to do earlier with so much confidence.
Friends as I stated earlier, I had wonderful career going. I also realize that there are many miserable souls out there who are in more awful situation than me.
But I also heard somewhere that "For every person, his/her misfortunes seem greatest in world".
Maybe that's happening to me too.
i feel depressed and very much worried.
i think i am losing my mind daily.
Though my family is supporting me and tries to comfort me, the problem is that, I don't want to discuss these things with them often.
it gives them pain to know that I am in pain. I can see it. So, I don't try to sound in pain infront of them.
But not discussing with them these things is also painful for me.
what should i do?
Hugs from Raj to all of you.