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I hate to admit this(after the terrible mother shes been, how I vowed Id leave and never see her again). Well its reversed, she left and i dont know if Ill see her again But i miss her since she left. Im so weak!!!
im 17, i need a mum.
My dream: I was doing amazing ballet tricks (that I couldnt do in real life). she didnt seem impressed, she was busy doing something. i fell over and she was telling me i was silly rolling her eyes. Slightly jokingly i think. Just like she always used to be...

strawberry bitch

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i dont think ur are weak AT ALL for wanting a mommy !! i think in the contrary that ur very strong to make it this far...

dreams are often a way for our mind to cope with our struggles.. so, its clear that u still hurting for your mom and the things that she did to you.

i hope things settle down in ur mind and heart, everything will happen in time as life goes on.

very nice u like ballet!! i think is a beautiful art!!

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