Sorry for posting to much, maybe I can put everything into one thread?
Different things keep popping up in my mind.
I have varicose veins and I heard there is a possible chance I cant have kids?
I am worried my girlfreind will break up with me, then what would happen?
Not for this reason, but other reasons.
I would like kids in the future when I am feeling better, if that happens.
Then I am worried about STDS (HIV) etc.
OK, I have not done anything with anyone else and same with my girlfreind.
But I still worry, I worry when I got tested just for my OCD sake, I contracted something from swab or dirty needle.
Sounds stupid I know, but recently I have had burning sensation for months now.
The doctor said it was not a water infection?
I am going back to the doctors soon to speak about it.
I dont have any idea what it could be...... I have looked everywhere on the internet and it all comes down to STDS.
What if I did contract something, is that even possible? I dont think my girlfreind would be with me much longer. But thats what I think.
You dont have to reply btw.
Just want to let out everything, know what I mean.