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Old 03-17-11, 02:53 PM   #1
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hello im a 35 year old man i know peoplehave worse lifes then me but my life hs been one long life of rejection from the age of 19 ive wanted to die but been to cowardly to gop thriough as i feel if for example i tried to kill myself and id still surviv and feel even worse im one the nicest guys you could meet below average looks ive had 3 major girlfriends and everyone one has ended with them finding running off with someone else and staying with them and having kids i have the most lonelist crap job you can imagine live on my own have hardly any friends i have 2 sisters and 1 brother who are very busy my mum is lovely anmd its only the heartache i would cause to my mum is why i havent gone through it wit the yet i met a new girl of internet 3 weeks ago i really liked she said she liked me we were due to meet again but not supsringly to me blew mne out last nminute now shes totally messed my head up again and im going round in cicrles i just want to to die and cannot belive there is no organstion that can help me finally rest in piece all i do is watch football that is m,y life i so want to dieeeee :(

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Old 03-17-11, 03:33 PM   #2
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Are you seeking professional help with your depression?
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Old 03-17-11, 03:59 PM   #3
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I can totally understand where you are coming from.

The question I would ask is why is rejection so hard to cope with?

Rejection is hard when we think that the perfect life is waiting for us out there. And then went a piece of what we think is needed for the perfect life is removed, we think that the perfect life is now unattainable.

The truth though is that there is no such thing as a perfect life. Life is hard.

For some reason in the world we live in we no longer think that life is, or should be, hard.

We focus on those who have it all and ignore the majority who struggle day to day.

I find that appreciating what we have - health, a job (even if it's not the best one), clean water, food, etc. - is a big part of being happy.

People in other eras of mankind would be blown away by clean water coming out of a tap, it would literally boggle their mind.

The flip side though to all our achievements and comforts is that such comfort gives us time to think about how our lives could be better.

The key though is to use the free time to do things you enjoy. Use the free time to experience what you can in life and let the chips fall where they may.

In the end, both the damned and the blessed end up at the same destination :)
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Old 03-17-11, 04:13 PM   #4
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not after proffesional as that isnt going to help me getting rejected i just thought id post on here to let some steam off from when i was young i was always the one left out of everything and was a very patient young man never asked for anything from my and mum dad if you knew me youd know im a very kind caring person with a very good sense of humor and can be witty when i want to but i just have been grinded down over a number of years ive lost count the amount times ive wanted to kill myself i would be so happy if i went to sleep tonight and never woke up when people say it will get better well time and time again for me ive fallen back into the sucide thinking mould i went to the docs to get some tablets but that made me put on weight as i have a sweet tooth and its the only enjoyment i get im just sick ogf being such a nice guy and nothing nice ever happening to me ive been patient over many years for my luck to change and it just hasnt i wish there was a legal way of humans being put to sleep because i so want to be put out of this misery :( all i have to look forward is dull work dull work oh and watching football on tv great this sounds really bad and im sorry if this offends anyone but when i hear people having terminal illness i wish i caught one i know that dont sound good :(
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