Since the end of last yr I have noticed that I dont really care about anything anymore.
I've been back living at home with my parents since Nov 08, & gradually I've gotten lazier & more tired & done less as this yr has gone on.
I start to do things around the house & dont finish many. I only work part time (early mornings) but as soon as I am home I'm tired & go back to bed for a few hrs. I've let my health slide & have put on a few pounds although I dont think that my slipped disc has helped either. I really dont feel like celebrating Xmas or putting up the tree & decorations this yr, whereas last yr I was in a hell of a stressed & upset state but still wanted to put up the Xmas tree & decorations.
And finally, I think I quit a relationship I was having with a lady too easily when I should have fought a little harder, tried a little longer & put my foot down regarding what I wanted from her. I think it also had something to do with a fear that she would leave me eventually as she's from Poland & so it seemed like the best option was for me to finish it.
How do I pull myself out of this careless mindset before I make my life even worse & before its too late?