DepressedAcademic

A time of happy memories
Loves gone past with time
Gone is youthful wonder
Missing is life's shine

I've got nothing more to say
God doesn't hear me pray
What am I
Why am I

In the end none of it matters
I shall never again have love
Never shall I see angels above
For I am nothing but meat
A shell with heart lungs and bladder
Pissing my life away
Holding on to shame

For all of it, I am to blame

expressivechild

Simple, yet the pain is so real. I can feel it and relate.... Nice.

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Expressive Child

laneblade

That was really beautiful. I don't understand what freeform is but I really love it.

baphometx

I love it, simple yet very real and very raw, it's always nice when someone doesn't prance around the reality of the ugliness of their situation and just say it how it is, like you've done here. Keep up the writing ^_^

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"A lack of pain, a lack of hope, a lack of anything to say." --Marilyn Manson.
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When Light of Death is nearing fast
Only cowards regret their past.
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Empty--

We break away
Into expanding nothing:
universe.
Merely gray.

DepressedAcademic

Thanks, baphomet.

Not sure how much longer I can go on... no light at the end of the tunnel.