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Originally Posted by TakeMeAway
I had a puppy, but had to get rid of him :( I wish I kept him, don't really want to walk around a park like a loner. Mmmm ;(
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Hey TakemeAway
thats the problem, why do u say "like a loner"
i think u think too much of what impression u make and cant enjoy thing on urself even if makes u feel even worse! thats the thing- u put other things on a pedestal and how u feel comse second.
i love to go for long walks alone, i dont care what ppl think
i understand thats its difficult to start doin things like that but its worth it
so many of my friends are depressed and yet nothing is worse for them than to go somewhere alone. i think they put how they feel on a second place and cant expect to feel good becoz if they themselves dont think its important enough than why the hell should it come (feeling good)
i often go on trips alone and walks and cinema and it makes me feel good and i like to do things but often im too tired to organise other ppl, and actually want to be myself
when i discovered peace and serenity that i have when i am by myself i started to appreciate it a lot and i always think twice before i choose to go with someone.....
its hard sometimes, sometimes i wanna be normal and be like everyone who goes with friends and family but i try to look beneath these standards and to GIVE MYSELF what i really need. It takes guts but its worth it....
i believe that WE CAN GIVE OURSELVES WHAT WE NEED ANYTIME. If we allow excuses rule over us then we can not expect to feel good coz these excuses matter to us much more...