I'm sure someone has posted on this topic in the past. Nevertheless, I feel compelled to write about it as well.
Whenever something positive occurs in my life, I can never bring myself to simply enjoy it for what it is....I am instantly suspicious. I feel almost as though the universe is getting ready to throw me a spiked curve ball, but first it has to get me to lower my guard a bit so as to injure me to the fullest degree. Hence the positives. A laugh here and there, kind words, smiles. These things seem like bait to me, as stupid as that sounds.
Anyone else feel this way?