does anyone know what I mean...
Hi all
I am not sure exactly where this belongs, but I'm wondering if someone can relate to this. I have been diagnosed with depression, ocd, and anxiety. Sometimes I wonder I feel that I have elements of adult ADD.
I often feel extremely overwhelmed - not only in the sense that I have a lot to do, but also in more specific ways. For example, I was just on webmd looking at articles and such related to nutrition and general health. Instead of doing this leisurely, I feel this urge to explore every corner of the website, and feel anxiety at the fact that I am not able to do this. If I am shopping online, say for red shoes, I feel like I have to look at every single red shoe. In a way it sounds ocd, but I'm not sure. I also feel this way in stores, that I have to cover all my bases and make sure I didn't miss anything. There are certain stores that I really enjoy, for example, Pier 1. I feel so overwhelmed when I go into stores like this, like I have to view every section of the store.
In these examples it seems mostly related to shopping (haha), and it does often come up in those circumstances. However, I guess just the idea of leaving a leaf unturned - in any sense - really distresses me.
I don't know if this will make sense to anyone, but I hope it does.
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