Originally Posted by Reel Life
Black Sheep, you don't deserve to do this to yourself, its not your fault.
Seconded Reel Life.
Black Sheep, I catch myself doing the same many times. I'm learning to let it go and to stop tormenting myself over that. And yes, I'm my own harshest critic.
As for deleting the post, please don't. Helps to get these feelings aired and hopefully, to help you gain some insight into how to handle these problems. You're not alone here
. You can speak without being judged and there could very well be someone here who can give you advice that can help.
Please don't give up on yourself and please try not to be so hard on yourself. Yes, I know it's difficult but it is doable and worth the effort.