I am a 22YO male virgin. this is one of he main issues, amongst others and resulting from my years growing up, that has caused me a great deal of anxiety and depression, even leading to former colleagues and even a former boss treating me like crap.
I live in a rural island community in the UK where women of my own rough age group are in very short supply. My only relationship lasted just 5 days and was a bet on her part. I also was twice the victim of two groups of girls in secondary school trying to set me up with their pals only for it to be a 'lets make fun of the freak' setup.
I have tried dating apps with no success and have now given up wasting time with them.
I don't suffer from any form of disability which some people might class me as 'Undatable'.
I am now considering chemical castration in lieu of anti-depressants (something which I have never been prescribed) and to possibly wean me off cigarettes and reduce my large levels of alcohol consumption. One of my main reasons for not wanting to take anti-depressants is that I fear it may scupper my chances of gaining an ENG1 (merchant navy/merchant marine if your American) medical certificate as I wish to go back to the job I love (so far my only fulfilment in life, though I don't even have that just now).
Is this the best solution for me?